don't know if the scale is trololololing me or what.
but idc. no single fucks are given because there's quite a probability that i really am under 125 lbs again. not by much but it's a start.
MUST GET TO 54 KILOS. MUST CONTINUE LUNCH SKIPPING DIET. because no matter how small the progress i've made i've made progress nonetheless and that is what I want.
allcaps was needed okay
doesn't matter what bitches say, I am feeling a lot better already. Still look fat tho.
but I still need moar pounds shed. so....
HYOSUNG, teach me your dieting secrets, so I can lose this fat & shit faster!
Also, by god, whenever I go to my father's house, he feeds me all kinds of shit I don't need. But at the same time I can't tell him I'm starving myself (partially) or else he'll make me eat even larger portions.
so for now just doing the thing around 3/4 of the week mmmkay
school is released on the 21st.
I'M GOIN' TO NEW YORK
NEW YORK AT CHRISTMAS .
Probably will be freakin' crowded but idgaf. What with my slight weight loss I am so happy.